listen to the rain that falls at night

Of course I miss the old days me

the one who was so confident, so free spirit, so irresponsible

those were the moments that I shared funny things on the facebook

of course that was me

however, it is until today at this moment that I know why I no long posted the funny posts

I still can not believe it's me. It's me who hurted you in that way

in that fatal way, to the one who loved me so much

I am really sorry

how can such a cruel person like me can be loved again or can laugh again

It is until this moment that I realize during that hellist time,

A part of me also left me

and can never come back to me

That is my punishment